I need advice.
I'm falling apart.
It all started when my husband's other woman got in touch with me. I had no idea. I have 3 children with him and I was working almost full time and looking after the children while he was working away.
I stayed relatively calm and started the whole "ducks in a row" process. The house is now ready to to go up for sale. It's been a horrible process.
My children are a mess. One even having panic attacks.
My children and I will have to return to the UK (we are living in Europe). I am terrified of taking my children from the only home they know to a Brexit Britain even I don't understand. But I cant afford to raise my children alone here. I need the help and support of my family. And they are all in the UK.
My job has been really tricky for a while with some colleagues being very difficult. I've just cracked on our work night out and been downright rude to them. I was actually a bit crazy when I was ranting. Nonsense based on the truth if you understand. I am very very ashamed of my actions. When I went to apologise, I was met with such anger I couldn't and had to just walk away, so now I'm hated at work too.
Most of my colleagues know what has gone in my home life, and have enjoyed gossiping. No offer of help or support though.
Home is unbearable. Work is unbearable. I can't sleep at night. I'm about to crack.
And the husband has lost his job. The money is about to run out. We have maybe one month left of 'enough'. I was hoping he would support us till we got to the UK and then I would have more choice of work.
What should I do?