My DD is 1 now, I've been on ADs since she was 10 weeks. Was referred to a psych in April as was getting no better and ended up having 7 weeks off work. I work full-time. Tablets got changed to a "better" type in April, felt as if I was getting better but keep getting really low - still!! I sometimes just sit there staring into space whilst my DH runs round cooking, cleaning, changing nappies, bathing and doing general household things. I feel so lazy but cannot get motivated to get up and do these things myself. It's like I'm watching the clock waiting for my DDs bedtime. Luckily my DH is fantastic, but I know he can't deal with me being like this for much longer. I am scared our relationship is going to breakdown. I just don't think marriage and babies is all it's cracked up to be at times. The smallest of things takes me forever to do. I am up writing this so late as was off sick from work again today, told them I have a cold, but just wanted to sleep and now when it really is bedtime I cannot get to sleep. I don't know what to do to get my life back on track again.