To want to run away from my life

[NoliviaMeTangere]

Teenage DC hate me because I left their father (who abused them, but they were too young to remember it). They are all out now.

DP won't acknowledge my existence to his family and friends, although we have been together 3 years, and is now out with said friends, enjoying himself while I am doing stuff all at home (we don't live together).

I have money worries that keep me awake on a regular basis. Also drink too much.

AIBU to run away to some quiet place, and hope that nobody finds me?

Nolivia,

I feel a bit bad reading and running but I empathise with where you're coming from, so please accept a big virtual hug.

Thank you, both. Much appreciated.

Unfortunately I am a classic case of 'squeezed middle' financially, so wouldn't qualify for any help but can't afford anything either. As I said to a CAMHS psychologist this morning, though, I was financially well off when I was married, but I was psychologically very badly off. And, more to the point, so were the DC. So I suppose I should be counting my blessings.

I appreciate the hug, too. I am not good at receiving them IRL!

I definitely recommend the money saving expert forums esp the debt free wannabe diaries. Great tips on budgeting, clearing debt if you have any. I waste quite a lot of time browsing them! A good distraction too! Take care x

Here’s a hand for you to hold.