I feel so alone

[MaryPoppinsPenguins]

I couldn’t work out how to name change.

I feel so terribly down. I can’t cope. Every morning I wake up and all the anxiety comes flooding in and I just want to sleep forever. It’s got worse every day for the past month or so. My kids fight and can’t cope. I had a meeting I couldn’t face so I didn’t go. I didn’t send Christmas cards to anyone I should have. Not even my mum. I need help. I just sat here and text DH to say how rubbish I was feeling and that I didn’t know how to get out of it and over an hour later he text..

‘If you go out next week I won’t text you abuse, I’d want you to have fun’

I literally don’t even have my husband. If I could just take a pill I would kill myself.

Aw Mary you’re not alone, we are a
Si in the same boat as you... please look up the thread “why don’t I like people” it might help you to know there are loads of us feeling the same way. Sending you a big hug and hand hold x

Aw darling you'll get through this - just remember that, things will get better. Are you receiving any treatment for anxiety or depression? Hugs

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