Hi all,
So i have MH problems, hence posting on this thread and was just looking for some advice and hand holiding, so i got an NHS job offer of a HCA at the very end of November it has always been my dream to work and i would eventually like to go onto nursing. I got really worried about refrences and enhanced DBS they have all gone through clear, hurrah! Im now shitting it about OH, the major worry has come about today, this bit isnt directly MH related, i had my hearing checked i have mild-moderate hearing loss and more than likly need hearing aids. I have Ehlers Danlos and it hasnt effected me that much through my life, but it apprently has affected my hearing. sigh. It just seems somehting else on top of evreything. Theyve said to go to GP so i can be refered but i go to OH on the 19th and it know feels i have to expalin to OH; hearing including EDS and my MH which includes C-PTSD, i only got out of hospital mid november on a section and it just seems like there deffintly gonna say no, it feels like theres something wrong with evrey part of me. I normaly manage well, havent SH since being out of hosp, rarely see MH team, comply with meds etc. I know i can do the job, but on paper like that i look crap.
Its just got on top of me tonight!