Having a really bad day today

[wurlywurly]

Feel really tearful, really tired and just wanna curl up in bed.

Desi offers a warm blanket and one simple question.

Why so tearful?

really dont know,have days like this every now and then. Feel like i'm totally on edge and am about to explode.

Have you been diagnosed with anything?

I'm sorry you're feeling like this wurly. I know it's no fun. Can anyone help?

doctors been telling me for ages that i have depression. go thru phases of taking AD but have never found one that actually help.

Hi WW, which AD's have you tried? I've been on & off them for about 6 yrs now, currently off them as am trying to fend off depression with exercise. I still have low moments but instead of taking over my whole life they only last upto an hour or so. Whilst on AD's I only found one type to help, one even made me so much worse it was awful. You are not alone hun, I know what it's like to feel like you do, it was not that long ago for me.
Do you have anything that triggers you off?

I think, for some of us, finding an AD that helps is not easy. I'm on my 3rd lot in 6 months and am still not convinced they are working. But I am at the end of my tether now. I cannot go on living with this so I have no choice but to keep taking them and trying something new.

Hang on in there wurly.

May I leave you with these wonderful women, wurly?

I wanted you to know that I cared, but I've no practical experience of depression.

I shall keep an eye on your thread though, and beam a thousand positive thoughts in your direction

nothing that i can put my finger on, felt ok this morning went out this afternoon, all of a sudden its like someone has put a blanket over me and made everything go dark. Just fed up of fighting it all the time...

I know - it's exhausting, wurly. The evenings are worst for me. I don't know why.

Can you go back to your dr? Or try counselling? I'm sure you don't need me to list things you could try and I am sure you have thought about your options.

thanks for the tea, but have a can of cider in my hand, i know itsnot gonna help but tBH im at the stage now where it doesnt really matter.

right back at you kerrymum, it must be a full moon or something.

Look at the 3 of us!

Oh, I'll have the tea then wurly! I am doing my best not to drink. Tis not easy when you feel like cr*p though.

i know, i just dont want to feel like this anymore and if blocking it out tonight will help then thats what im gonna do, i know its not a long term solution but it will do for now.