Long long story but I will try and keep it brief.
I have just become free from an abusive 14 year marriage. This has resulted in bad bad panic attacks , It even makes me sick on bad days . Since my dh was arrested in summer do to physically asulting me he has not seen the children (his choice) nor finacially provided for them. This lead me to drink more and caused me so much stress and heartache. I went to visit a friend one evening and had 4 glasses of wine when the baby sitter called. To my panic I got in the car as I could hear she was in distress , I drove 2 miles and realised I should turn back and seek alternative arrangements. To my shock police followed me back and I was over the limit.
In court I was shaking uncontrollably and I couldnt hear what they were saying properly due to my anxiety so so high. Received a fine and went home. My employer asked how I got on and I explained have a fine however im in no means well enough to go back.
HR called me today asking for me to give them my lisence details ive just looked through allthe the paper work and I got it wrong I have a fine and a ban !? What do I do , im gonna.loose my job now, it never rains it pours ðŸ˜ðŸ˜