im feeling really freakin negative man!! sort me out someone!

[TranquilaManana]

am in a rut.
spent all day yesterday hiding.
know i should get out, do stuff, exercise.
and i have NOTHING to complain about
just feel like a pile a shit.
honestly, i hear myself and i want to slap myself - shut up you whinging cow!
oh bovvers. (as ds2 would say)

is like a cloud. felt it coming on for a few days, then yesterday, bottomed out. now really struggling.
dont know what the hell is WRONG with me.
dont know what the hell is RIGHT with me!!

agh

sorry.

now go out for a walk.....

is that ok?

go and have a buy something new to wear, get a baby sitter and go out with DP for a lovely meal

did you do the run for life yet?

I've been the same all week but did force myself to go for a walk today and I do feel a bit better - we all get rubbish days like that, get some sleep and think about what you want to achieve tomorrow, make a list and stick to it.
Can you invite someone over for lunch, it may give you an incentive to get going in the morning - big virtual hugs to make up for slap

hi wisteria - thanks for slap! and hug... bless you. am actually feeling much rosier at theis moment n time... hope you are feeling better too...
wont make list, will only make me down again when i dont do it! but am going out of the house a bit today, so feel much more normal.

no lulu, run is this w/end. aggghhhhh!nah, it'll be a piece of piss i reckon. (and i'll eat my words on here in a few days, no doubt)

xxx to you both (feelin affectionate)

right back atcha ! mwah !

good luck with the run

Oooh flapjacks, now there's an idea, think I will join you.
Got up and have walked dog, finished a VAT return and had excruciatingly boring conversation with window cleaner which I couldn't escape from, so deserve some cooking time now plus will make LO's very happy when get back from school!

lolol

have eaten choc cake. and walked in the woods. these are Good Things.
!

glad u feelin better - even managed to drag myself round field in pouring rain this morning so feel very pleased with self