Hiya I wrote a thread recently describing disturbing thoughts coming to my head mostly about my family. I feel so sick in the stomach it's like my whole thinking pattern has changed like I don't even recognise myself anymore. I don't think like I used to am always scared and disturbed and anxious. Doctors put me on fluoxetine 20mg am on day 10 and I feel like am ruminating more in my head. Plus it's given me so much insomnia I can't sleep all night. How I was fine than all of a sudden am not. All my confidence gone am so scared I don't have no close family here to support me and feel like my brains controlling me instead of me being in control of my brain. Someone please tell me if I will feel like my normal self soon? These antidepressants seem to make me worse like am more teary in the morning and can barely get out of bed. Sorry to rant am just so confused to what's going on in my head.