i was on 20mg per day of fluoxetine for AND from when i was 12 weeks pregnant with dd3.when she was about 6 weeks old i started to feel really bad again,basically the doc said it had developed into PND.i tried switching to seroxat for a while but i felt so tired all the time i couldnt cope with it,so the doctor put me back on fluoxetine and told me to increase to 40mg per day after a week.
it will be 4 weeks on sunday since i started taking the 40mg,and,although i felt better to start with,this past week has been pretty grim.i cant see the funny side of things,i am getting stressed with the kids,i am convinced my dp is going to get fed up with me and leave,and i have had the odd thought of suicide and self-harm pop into my head when ive been feeling very bad(i wouldnt act on these thoughts,but thoughts like 'the kids would be better off without me'have crept into my head,and yesterday i felt alone and frustrated and felt like hurting myself,something i havent felt for a very long time).
how long will it be before the increased dose kicks in?i remember when i first started taking the 20mg i felt better at first then went through a really dark time then started feeling alot better at about the 5/6 week mark.could that be whats happening now?