Hello,
Nervous to post about this...
For past few weeks I keep seeing spiders that aren't there... e.g. massive spider climbing over a car, or walking into a spider dangling from a cobwebs, spider crawling along the wall in my lounge.
Previous to this I was terrified of spiders. But now I feel indifferent to them as I'm becoming so used to just assume their not real.
I've told my DH, he's supportive and said its up to me if I see my GP. But I'm worried he will judge me, take me away from my baby?
On top of this I can't seem to catch my breath, keep yawning or sighing to try and take a deep breath but just can't. Feel like I'm being smothered and a massive weight is on my chest.
I have recently been prescribed propranolol on top of my usual meds as i told my GP about anxiety feeling like its worsening. They do help but I have been taking an increased dosage than what my GP told me (stupid I know...)
Idk what I want out of this, maybe just reassurance.
We are 12 months into TTC and I'm wondering if that recognition is sparking the worry.