Honestly had enough of feeling alone

[Mummysharkdoodoodoo]

I was diagnosed with BPD over a month ago. My sisters know, but not once have they asked how I am. No one has. I feel so alone. I feel like I literally have my partner and kids and that’s it. I don’t have any friends. I spend every day in my house with my youngest. I’m struggling to get out the house. I just want to be normal. I feel like I have nothing to look forward too. I’m so fed up

I feel a little like this at the moment. I don't have any friends. I have work friends but they aren't people I see outside of work. I feel quite lonely. I'm 24 weeks pregnant. I have my partner and he has his own friends and I get really upset when he goes out and I'm in the house alone, although I don't tell him. I don't want him to feel like he can't have friends because I don't. It's really getting to me. Most people look forward to the weekend but as I spend most of it just sat home doing housework or being home alone there is nothing to look forward to.

I don't really have words of advice because I don't know how to cope with my own feeling of loneliness but I just wanted to let you know you are not on you own feeling like this. Xx

So do I. Count yourself lucky you have your partner. I have literally no one who cares how I'm coping. No partner or kids, no friends outside of work, no mental health support and a waiting list for therapy that I've been on for 4 months. My crisis plan is several boxes of antidepressants.

I don't have any advice either, I don't cope myself, at least not healthily but you're not alone in feeling that way. I hope you feel better soon.

Didyouseetheflaresinthesky - I'm sorry to read that. Things do get better and life changes for all of us, even if it doesn't seem that it ever will, it will.