Dont know where to turn

[Chocnibbles]

Been having a really bad few weeks feeling very suicidal and hearing a voice. I feel like i have no where to turn. No one cares about how i feel my friend and family only care about how they would feel if i did kill myself and my friend said she would end up killing herself if i did. Ive tried speaking to mental health my care co didnt care and neither did the crisis team. Im out of options but feel stuck because i dont want to be responsible for my friends death but i cant do this anymore

Keeping myself busy today going shopping with a friend tried to speak to crisis team again and once again got told they cant doing anything to help. I even got my care plan out and im doing everything it tells me to do and they are doing what it says for them to not to do. Going to try saneline later they werent open when i tried to ring

Hope the rest of your day has gone okay, Chocnibbles.

The SANEline number (0300 304 7000) is available from 4.30 to 10.30pm every day of the year - so sorry I didn't put the times in my first message. Here's what their website says:

Getting through to SANEline: Our lines can be busy, but our lines are open every night. If you keep trying, you are likely to get through. It may be easier to get through between 4.30pm and 5pm, and 8pm and 9pm; it may also be easier to get through on Saturday and Sunday nights.

Best of luck