Hi, now this seems ridiculous I know. I have anxiety associated with going away from home. I had a terrible experience two years ago and the anxiety was so extreme we flew home early to be around family. I booked a holiday back in January this year for 7 nights however the anxiety was so bad I changed it to 4 and to travel with my parents along with my family in September. We went in September and I did really well. Yes I had anxiety but not extreme levels and managed to sleep. I decided to book again for January and for 7 nights. However since doing so my anxiety is through the roof. I can’t sleep, can’t eat and can’t think straight. I feel so sad as am lucky to beable to book to go away. I have to pay the balance by Saturday but don’t think I can go through with it. I can’t let my family down though but do not want to feel like this until then. No idea what to do? Any help would be great xxxx