I've just tried to get my prescription for my meds but it wasn't there and the doctors say it wasn't requested and will take 48 hours this has caused a massive panic attack because I can't survive without those meds, the doctors don't help me, the crisis team dropped me, I rang the crisis line and they told me to go to A&E i don't need a&e i just need some support and no one wants to help because i have bpd
the doctors told me to self refer for counselling but its £`15 a week and im on benefits i cant afford it
why doesn't anyone want to help me? what am i supposed to do? I've been self harming again because i can't cope anymore. I'm scared and i cant keep putting on my husband all the time he already has to care for me and our kids and one of them is a teenager putting us through hell sending fucking topless pictures to a boy over snapchat and saying its no bgi deal, not doing her work in school and the other is 5 and i've scared him today with my breakdown and i just feel so worthless.