Sometimes I wish I hadn't been born

[PlantsArePeopleToo]

I don't really want to die but I do sometimes wish I hadn't been born.

I piss people off and rub people up the wrong way, both on here and RL, and most of the time I don't even know why or how. I don't know if it's because I'm autistic or what. I just know I'm annoying but it's like I can't help it.

I'm scared to die now but sometimes I think everyones lives would have been easier if I hadn't been born.

I never seem to learn either. I annoy people and then I get upset but I continue to open my mouth/post my opinion and then keep on annoying people.

I think it's just me though because someone else can say the same thing and even though people might disagree with them, people still respect them and aren't annoyed. So I think it's just me and my personality .