I'm an anxious sort of person anyway but for the past year it's been building and building; to the point where now I have what feels like a massive lump of panic sitting in my chest at all times. General feeling of impending doom and - worse - an absolute conviction of my own failure. I'm struggling at work and with family; I've recently ended things with my partner, though we're stuck living together; I can't focus on tasks which means I'm terribly behind at work; the first thing I think when I open my eyes in the morning is that I've fucked up, already; that all is futile.
Anyway. Went to the GP 3 weeks ago and sat and cried and he gave me 50mg of Sertraline for a month, telling me to return at the end of the course. He did warn me I was likely to feel worse before I felt better. But now it's been 3 weeks of taking it and the feeling worse bit is still going strong. I am so so so panicky all the time. And the tablets themselves give me the raging shits! Lol.
Please, can anyone who has taken this tell me whether this is normal, and when I can expect to feel better? I can't handle this for much longer