I'm feeling unfulfilled at home. I have twins.
I've posted previously about this issue but I the crux is that I'm feeling lonely and down. My husband tries his best but he's a mummy's boy and does things around the house if I'm in a mood/get fed up. It's become easier to do it myself - empty bins, mow the lawn etc. He just doesn't see what needs to be done/doesn't care.
My friends are busy with their own lives and I don't feel they care that much. They've seen the twins around once or twice (they're nearly 7 months) and are busy with their own lives/like to just sit at home/a bit sad. I'm the one to always organise events. I give 100% but if I want something most of them can't be bothered. I have loads of energy and enthusiasm for life and like to do fun things, talk etc. My friends feel heavy.
I love my babies so much and I want the best for them.