Name changed for this but I am at a loss as what to do with my self!
I can't really explain how I feel really but will try.
I have zero patience and some days I can get so frustrated and angry so quick it's quite worrying!
Once I've had an outburst I then feel awful and will then be subdued till having a teary moment.... usually cos DH will keep asking what's wrong and I don't know what to tell him!
I'm Ok when I'm at work, which is 3 days a week. The days I'm home with DD it all seems to kick off again!
I'm tired alll the time!
I had PND after having DD 2.5 years ago and it did seem to resolve around the time I went back to work. But I keep having days where I wonder if it's really gone? Or do I just do a good job of ignoring it?
So fed up of feeling shit and being a slave to my mood swings! I don't know how my DH puts up with it and I worry that my DD is gonna grow up to hate me.
Anyone felt anything similar? X