Turning to you lovely guys for some support and general cheering up. Long story short my baby daddy isn't on the scene very much as he is going through a divorce. (We met after he left his ex wife) anyway I'm starting to feel a bit lonely. Today has been very hard. I had to have a new boiler put in. It's been a nightmare job. Had to move furniture and clear 4 rooms all alone. Then spend the day at my sisters, which was great to have some where to escape to....but had to get everything together for a 3 month old! Then came home late to a whole house covered in a layer of brick dust. Got baby to sleep and have spent 3 hours cleaning bathroom and kitchen. I'm exhausted!! Not had any dinner and feel like crying. This all made worse by DP sitting in his own house chilling out refusing to help as he has had a hard day at work!! Also asked another one of his family members for help and was made to feel bad for asking. They always help his ex wife with her 2 girls, it's left me feeling deflated and a bit like the black sheep. I feel unwanted, under appreciated and not supported.
Oh well, at least I have a shiny new boiler 