I don't know what it is at the minute with me but I'm just feeling really shit at the minute. I'm nearly 30 years old, 2 children, struggling to cope with one of them. Had an op 4 weeks ago. I had depression when I was around 16 and was in medication until I was 21, I come off it altogether, just stopped it one day, had a few rough months at the time but have been generally ok since (even when my sister died) but now all of a sudden I just feel like I'm slipping back into that dark place, I'm not wanting to get up on a morning, not wanting to bother with the children much, I'm off my food and cannot get back into work! I just don't know what to do with myself..