I've recently been diagnosed with a personality disorder, one of the reasons was that I managed to get depressed whilst on a cocktail of anti depressants. My life has been quite shit though recently, so I was a bit
and fully expect if I hadn't got depressed, I would have been classed as inappropriately happy.
Anyway, that led me to think why on earth am I taking these drugs then? I'm on 3 different medications, and if they are supposedly not doing anything except making it really easy for me to gain weight I'd rather not be on them. I brought this up with my psychiatrist who said that I would need to remain stable for a period of time before they suggest reducing. However, if I am 'unstable' due to my personality, surely this would be akin to waiting until hell freezes over. And then I got to thinking...maybe my medication makes me more likely to get unwell so I'm trapped in some psychopharmaceutical industrial complex thingy?
I don't go psychotic when unwell (I do get some odd thoughts/experiences but I know they aren't real). I'm wondering- do I have the right to request my medication is gradually reduced despite not fulfilling their stability criteria, or do I just have to go cold turkey, one medication at a time? Has anyone else been in this situation?