I know we all get weeks where it seems nothing ever goes right? But this isn’t just a week, it feels like nothing has gone right for months/years. I feel negative about everythI got, I expect things to go wrong even though I try so bloody hard to make sure things go right, it’s just one thing after another, relationships, money, illness, kids.....
I can’t remember the last time something had a good outcome. I try hard to be a good mother, a good friend, to be fun and happy but nothing goes right or as I planned it too.
I’m close to giving up on everything. I just let my kids down, let my family down and can’t hold down any relationship. I don’t know why I bother trying 
I feel worthless, like people are laughing at me for messing up.