Ok so I don't really know where to start with this post..
I've battled with severe depression for the last 3 years. It started as post natal depression after my eldest was born. I was on medication until I fell pregnant last August. I feel like I have done very well without medication and that I'm finally not feeling depressed anymore.
My youngest son was born in May, my eldest is now 3.
Since littlest was born, I've had these terrible thoughts that something bad is going to happen.
I see these horrid visions in my head of myself or my son's being hit by cars, or being rushed to hospital with life threatening problems. This is constant, all day every day. It's making me not want to leave the house. I'm so scared that something is going to happen to one of us.
I'm not really sure what is making me have these thoughts, or what I should do about them.
Can someone please help?