Aghhh dont even know where to start 😥
Life for me at the moment is like one big nightmare, already been diagnosed with mental illness, have a team of nurses, doctors ect, they are absolutely shit, i come out feeling worse then i did when i went in, can't turn to them...
Haven't got good family, just my mum, who is really supportive but I'm always telling her how much I'm struggling and i don't want to do it anymore ect and i just feel like she has her own problems and i'm just burdening myself on to her...keep thinking surely this can't get any worse.. but then it does, try to think of happy times, but thats no good, my childhood was like a horror film, keep on trying my best and carrying on, trying to tell myself 'things will get better' but theres no light at the end of the tunnel anymore, don't know how much more of this i can take....just want the suffering to end, don't want to fight everyday anymore, i'm so so exhausted 