Totally fed up.....

[Perfectdisaster]

I’m in a non relationship only staying together as I have dd. I come from a large family but feel Ignored. I have friends but never seem to be invited anywhere. I want to end it all but won’t because I couldn’t do that to my dd. If it wasn’t for her I’d have done it ages ago. Anyone else feel the same?

Oh no please don’t say that
My 22 year old son in law daddy to my 3 grand babies killed himself june 1st and the devastation he’s left behind is so so awful.

I don’t have any friends really one who lives 150 miles away
One lives 2 minutes walk away last saw her 2 months ago she goes on and on on Facebook she’s my best friend my other friend never replies to my text messages and I’m lonely but life can change

Can you volunteer ? You’ll make new friends that way or join a church they love new people.
Life’s very precious and loneliness is so bad but you can reach out and start a Bobbie or volunteer like foodbanks etc homeless shelters ?

The relationship is probably making you feel a millions time worse but your loved so fight that feeling you can be really happy but sometimes we have to look for friends xx

I’m so sorry to hear that - that’s what I mean about the devastation it would cause. I always think to myself when I’m in a situation not knowing which way to turn thinking well I could be dead so just do it to hell with the consequences. I hide my unhappiness well but sometimes I just can’t and others think I’ve got a mood on when inside I’m crying the biggest tears and I just can’t tell them.

I hear what you say about friends too. I don’t want to be the clingy friend but I never seem to feature in their fabulous lives all over Facebook but I do when they need a favour.

Volunteering sounds like a great idea I just can’t as I’m too unhappy - when this subsides (hopefully) I will check it out.

You need to see a doctor today or tomorrow
You sound like you have clinical depression
You do know it’s treatable and you will feel better

Life can change over night you would be missing out on a lot in life but atm you need medical help and they are very good

Do an online depression score they are easy to find

Please see a doctor