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Mental health

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Just had enough

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Hadenough77 · 29/06/2018 22:12

I've been on here a few years now but more of a watcher than a poster
I really need help right now, I'm at home on my own and I'm trying my hardest not to kill myself
I'm a diabetic and I have all my insulin ready but I'm really scared :( I need to make sure that what I have is enough

OP posts:

Betty74 · 29/06/2018 22:15

Do you have someone you can call? Someone who can come sit with you?

confusedscared2018 · 29/06/2018 22:18

Call someone. Anyone. Samaritans, a friend or family member. What is making you feel this way? Just keep posting

Sharingplatter · 29/06/2018 22:19

Please don't do anything! Whatever is wrong it will be okay. There will be people who can support you. Do you have any family or friends you can phone? Can you go over someone's house. You need to take yourself away from whatever temptation you are feeling. I'm not experienced in any of this just offering a hand hold and hopefully someone who can help will be along soon

Mountainsoutofmolehills · 29/06/2018 22:19

Hey dear........ Are you here. Sending you some love.

Please give the samaritans a call. Last year when my world was crashing down and I was so ashamed and desperate I called. The woman on the end I will never meet, but she really was a great ear. We talked for 2 hours and just to unload was massive.

116 123 (UK) It's free, 24 hrs. just call.

Feel your breath fill your lungs. Sometimes when we are in the middle of the problems we can feel tiny under a fire work filled sky, but when we are on a plane with another perspective things can be seen in another light. Don't drown in the river of suffering, your experience can be a beacon to others. I send you massive amounts of love, direct to your heart. Please share how you feel to someone. Please let me know tomorrow you are ok. Wherever you are, and whatever has happened cherish your life. We are all precious. Each and everyone of us.

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Hadenough77 · 29/06/2018 22:19

No one, I've pushed everyone away so I'm really on my own now

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Disquieted1 · 29/06/2018 22:20

Talk to someone. The Samaritans will always listen

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Pokerfaceorbust1 · 29/06/2018 22:20

Please speak to someone OP, anyone or speak to Samaritans as suggested earlier. You can keep talking to use here too if you’d like

Pokerfaceorbust1 · 29/06/2018 22:21

*us

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Hadenough77 · 29/06/2018 22:21

I've called Samaritans but they say I need to reconnect with family which I really can't do atm.

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mrscloppity · 29/06/2018 22:22

Hold on for just five minutes. And then another five minutes. And another five minutes. This will pass.

You are loved, even if you don't believe that.

Is there anyone you can call?

Pokerfaceorbust1 · 29/06/2018 22:24

Ah ok OP, can you tell us a little more, what is making you feel this way, has something happened? You don’t have to tell us if it makes you uncomfortable

Candypinkstars · 29/06/2018 22:25

Is there anyone else? Other than family? That you can talk to?

It always looks darkest just before the dawn.

Don't give up. You are loved and people care about your wellbeing.

LornaMumsnet · 29/06/2018 22:25

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TheFuckfaceWhisperer · 29/06/2018 22:27

Hadenough77 I've pushed people away and felt alone, but you know what? I've come through the other side. Obviously not everyone is on my side, but the few people I care about also care about me and I'm sure people care about you. Please just talk to us, because we are here, right now, and we care.

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LornaMumsnet · 29/06/2018 22:27

Sorry all, I posted too soon so have withdrawn the above post.

We're really sorry to hear you are feeling this way, Hadenough77.

We hope you don't mind, but when these threads are flagged up to us we usually add a link to our Mental Health resources. You can also go to the Samaritans website, or email them on [email protected]. Support from other Mumsnetters is great and we really hope you will be able to take some comfort from your fellow posters, but as other MNers will tell you, it's really a good idea to seek RL help and support as well.

We also like to remind everyone that, although we're awed daily by the astonishing support our members give each other through life's trickier twists and turns, we'd always caution anyone never to give more of themselves to another poster, emotionally or financially, than they can afford to spare.

We'll be moving this thread over to our mental health topic now.

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Hadenough77 · 29/06/2018 22:32

It's my daughter's birthday today yet I haven't seen her for 2 months, her dad has made her believe I'm not good for her, he remarried a few months ago and they have the perfect family, I'm on my own working every hr I can to try and give her what I can

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Somersetter · 29/06/2018 22:37

How old is your daughter? You have plenty of time to rebuild your relationship with her - it's never too late. Think of the future, when you're feeling better and you can spend time with her. She needs her mum.

Even though life feels pointless at the moment, it's not. That's just depression talking, and things will get better.

Candypinkstars · 29/06/2018 23:02

That's really tough.

You need to make a plan to try and sort out seeing your daughter. But not now or tonight. The focus right now is the present time. Tonight.

Have you eaten anything today? Have you got a book you like to read or music that makes you feel good?

mrscloppity · 30/06/2018 08:54

How are you feeling, OP?

Mountainsoutofmolehills · 30/06/2018 22:53

The samaritans don't tell you what to do OP, they listen.

they are kind.

Life is tough, you sound like you don't have any joy,. I really wish you had someone to lighten your load and have a talk and share.... You are in my thoughts. Nothing stays the same, it is always changing. THis will change too. Please hold onto that thought.

Ex may have 'moved on'.. but maybe when you do, it'll be worth the wait... or maybe you'll discover you were just amazing all along. Sometimes we get so broken and disjointed and lost from ourselves.. it's hard reaching inside. Send some love to your self.. You are doing well. This is a shitty time... please honour your life. Youa re so precious.

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