In the last few months I feel as if I’ve been slowly but surely letting things go in my life such as housework, making calls, booking appointments, keeping on top of life and caring for my toddler as a single mum.
I am just surviving and tonight is another night where I can’t face washing up or doing any cleaning so I’ve left it gone to bed and literally done the bare minimum that needs to be done to face and survive the next day.
I am so so tired. My motivation levels are zero and I feel like it’s snowballing and I’m drowning. I’m overweight now but I don’t seem to care. I cannot feel joy or motivation and I feel like I’m not connected with life if that makes sense.
Does anyone else identify with this? It’s hard because I don’t want to feel this way but I can’t seem to shake off this strong increasing wave of wanting to give up and I can feel myself giving in to it.