Failing at life :(

[thisisme33]

All my life all I have ever wanted to be is a mum. My lg is now 5 and I feel like I'm the worst mum ever. I suffer from depression and it's at an all time low right now. I feel like I'm completely failing at life all together. I hate myself and my life and cannot find any positives about it apart from my daughter. I can't stop crying and am constantly low which is also destroying my relationship.

Do you have post natal depression. I really wanted to be a mum too then when I had dd I found it so much harder...hated it but loved dd. Being a mum is tough...don't beat yourself up if it dosnt live up to expectations.

I have suffered from depression for quite a few years before having my lg and am on medication for it. I'm just so unhappy with the life I have but feel stuck and unable to do anything about it x