I’ve been on and off citalopram for the last 5 years or so for depression. I have tried to come off a few times and both times felt ok for a bit but then the depression came back. I’ve been back on them for almost 4 weeks now after relapsing so badly that I was having suicidal thoughts and my husband was getting really worried and basically demanded I go back on them. I am feeling much better now.
But my problem is that the reason I came off the meds is to try to conceive without being on meds as i’m worried about the effects on an unborn child. I am 38 and really can’t leave it any longer but would prefer to not be on meds first.
Not sure what to do really....does anyone have any experience of pregnancy whilst on anti depressants? The internet is full of lots of conflicting advice...