Within the last three months I've come off my anti depressants and I feel utterly shit. Tried to give it time to let my system readjust but I honestly can't take feeling like this.
Having horrible intrusive thoughts, become very withdrawn and just generally struggling to get through each day.
I don't want to be on medication my whole life though. The thought that this is it, that I'll never be ok without the meds is terrifying.
Is it possible to get well without them? I know the drill, eat well, exercise and mindfulness etc, but I work and have a small child along with elder caring responsibilities.. I just can't seem to manage any meaningful self-care while juggling all this.
I've got a gp appt tomorrow and tbh I don't even know why. I just can't decide what's for the best.