What experience does anybody have on taking anti depressants whilst still breastfeeding. Looked on the internet, all the websites where women did it seem to be american. Only thing i feel so determined and strongly about, really dont want to stop feeding my baby, only thing i actually dont feel a failure in and all that connects me, yet am falling apart. Feel like i shd be happy, nice house, 2 beautiful kids, loving partner etc etc. Hence scared to tell anyone, just so exhausted and want to spend my life in bed. feel like i shd just pull myself together and get on with it like millions of other women round the world.