I have always suffered from anxiety and depression. This year was diagnosed with endometriosis and all the work I had done on “calming” the anxiety/depression has unravelled...
I feel disgusted with my body, I’m waiting for a second operation so it’s kind of a sit tight until then thing. But i feel so ashamed and embaressed and like I’ve let my husband down.
I had a miscarriage in January and got the diagnosis following on from this. I’m dreading another operation and hate I have no choice in having it as I can’t carry on with the discomfort the endo brings. An operation is the only way to alleviate things.
I wake up everyday and think oh no not another day to get through. X