I have an ongoing battle with bipolar disorder anxiety and depression. I have ran out of all my medication and it will be another 3 days if I order it today.
I am getting horrible panic attacks triggered by noise and the post arriving as I had to fill in an AR1 pip renewal form a month ago and dread communication from them.
It was pip payment day last Thursday and I couldn't sleep all night thinking they would have stopped my money. It was in as usual.
I work part time but feel I should be looking for an extra job.every time the post comes I feel sick and shaky. I nearly threw up yesterday on seeing a brown envelope but it was just job seekers stuff for my daughter.
I am trying to make myself leave the house to go and request a new prescription but it won't be ready till Friday.
How stupid I feel at mo crying over silly things and shaking if a pizza leaflet comes through the door!
Am I losing the plot