Used and abused by employer

[PipLongStockings]

Had enough of shit so called life.
Single parent. Struggling to make ends meet. Abusive ex doesn't see nor pay for children.
Last straw today, invited to job interview, post night shift going back to doing what I already did. Stress X 10000
Would be a nightmare for childcare but i don't know, thought it was last chance to earn a living. After a 2 hr interview, I am unsuccessful as unskilled. To do the job I was already doing.
I'm exhausted with no sleep for 36 hours, stress and hassle of putting effort into something they shouldn't have interviewed me for in the first place if it was a skill reason, they can see that on the application.
Had enough.
Want to end it

Can’t you take the shift off sick? You need to rest, probably get yourself to the doctor too. Lots of us have felt this way, life can be shit sometimes but it can and does get better.

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