It sounds a bit strange.
Basically I think I have a bad case of pnd and I'm not sure if this is normal.
So I've gotten to the point where I'm making weird superstitions? For myself. In corrolation to my children, more particularly one, my 1 year old dd.
I tell myself if I don't do something, she will die. Say if I don't turn the plugs off, there will be a fire and she will die etc. Its a really fucked up thing but I have to do it because I convince myself she will loose her. They're very weird random sporadic thoughts.
Anyone else? It's getting to a point where instead of taking 5 mins for myself at night, the house is deep cleaned for her incase anything happens, plugs off (and I check multiple times) the doors are locked (I check this at least 20 times) not for ocd reasons. But because random dark thoughts pop into my head that I'll loose her if I don't do something because of a potential threat or hazard.