Getting the sack

[DaviesMum]

I think my mental illness and employment are no longer compatible; I'm convinced the morning brings the beginning of the end, and it's not going to be pretty.

We're restructuring and the people I will report to are nasty, cliquey shits that chew up other teams and spit them out. Now I feel I have to placemark this thread as the moment I finally break down and say goodbye to old me, hello unemployed junkie with bad skin and bad attitude. I wish I could go into "standby" mode for a few hours, then it can be over and done with.

Please make me normal, I want to know there is hope but I'm scared to know the answer.

Are you sure this isn't anxiety talking? How about asking for a meeting to discuss things?

I really can't be certain. I've ended up in hospital a few times since January with anxiety attacks, now they are escalating in frequency and intensity. I'm not sleeping well and making questionable decisions.

OP you might need your medication adjusting...are you on medication at the moment? Could you go to the GP? Do you have someone to go with you maybe?

for you for having such a tough time.x