i cant seems to shake this "fed up" feeling as ive had has been feeling since a week ago

[Biglips]

all last week i couldnt be bothered to do anything and i mean anything. I went out to see my aunty and my mum but did nothing in the house as its a tip and i cant be arse!!

I snapped at Dp last Saturday and last nite out of the blue - i had to apologise to him as i knew i was in the wrong. I went to the gym last nite first time in more than a week and i enjoyed it but im so fed up with the house - as the fella didnt come to fix our house as its stinking, trying to get rid of car, waiting to take over boss's business but it been over 12 m of our lives waiting...

pls someone tell me to shake it all out and how to learn to stop getting angry at a fraction of a second

dp was very understanding but he feels that he gotta watch what he saying to me

Whats wrong with your house? Why do you need to spend so much time in it?

ive been stripping the paint on the stairs that is so bloody hard!!! as got loads of lead paint on it - i live in a 108 year old house - bah!! getting there though

and the house is stinking cos of no concrete underneath the house as it needed to be supported by having poles underneath our house.......

but the crap thing we are skint!!

Dont get me started on lead paint It is understandable getting fed up with your house - I get it all the time. Just think how gorgeous it'll be when finished and I think its more rewarding when you DIY

I know how you feel, Had a dreadful day yesterday, doing the bare minimum. Shouting at everybody for no reason.
Trying to take things one step at a time today. I find the only thing to do when I feel like this is just to concentrate on one thing at a time. ie. putting the washing up, make the bed or the like, if I looked at the mess as a whole I would just dive back under the duvet!

im crap when im tired as i get very moody

i wish there was a tree that money grows on it!!

Can anyone have your dd for the afternoon and you have a blitz on the house. Maybe do some Diy job that will take the afternoon and once done will make you feel better about things.
Buy a bunch of tulips for the kitchen table

yes my mum usually have my daughter but lately she been busy but i will ask her again

i cant wait to get my stairs done!!.... and get my house back in order!!

thanks for listening to me