Well,I do really, I need to talk, to see my gp but I'm frozen. I have a history of depression and suffer anxiety but at the moment everythings too much. Job, money, relationship with dh(mainly csused by me withdrawing/shutting down which is what I do to hold myself together). I think he knows somethings wrong but doesn't know to broach it. It's been really bad last few days, I"m froghtened by the way I feel and I woory about what I would do if I didn't have dg/kids to think about because they are all I have