I have been on Sertraline for 9 days. I haven't been able to concentrate at work recently and I'm scared I will get in trouble for not doing much work yesterday, I'm just so exhausted and my head feels fuzzy. But to make matters worse, on my way home I started feeling really really down and thinking that I was a burden to people at work because they had to work harder to cover for me not being able to do much yesterday, that then got me thinking maybe they don't really believe I'm ill, especially as I don't look ill and am still able to communicate in a social capacity. That then led me to thinking maybe if I wasn't here anymore, or if I lolled myself, I wouldn't need to worry anymore and I wouldn't need to go to work on Monday and be a burden to people again.
I had fleeting thoughts like this the day before too.
I don't know if it's the Sertraline causing me to think like this. It's really scaring me and I woke up feeling horrible inside today. I haven't told my partner I've had these thoughts and I'm just trying to act stronger than I feel.
Note I have no intention on acting on this or any plans to do anything.