I am so worried. I don't really know why I am writing this.
I have had anxiety and depression for the past 11 years. Medicated 9 years.
I have 2 dc and one is going through a lot of health issues at the moment and her father and I are in a legal dispute because he is making he condition worse.
I am stressed and honestly feel like I am at breaking point as it is.
Anyways my neighbour was supposedly attacked by her boyfriend and knocked on my door to call the police.
I did and I am now being cited as a witness in court against the man. I couldn't even tell you what he looked like.
I overheard the girl talking to someone and laughing about it and saying how she hit him with a glass.
It seems like it was a two way fight- like one of the police officers said to me it was.
I don't want to go to court and help charge an innocent man.
Plus they know where I live. My kids live here. They could do anything.
The thought of going to court alone and talking in front of all the people make my heart race and my skin flare.
I phoned my doctor and it was a fill in who said it is my duty to go. my usual doctor is off. Who is great. I was suicidal last year and he did everything he could to support me though it and knows my full condition
I honestly don't think I can go in that court room without passing out.