I really don’t know what to do. I want to leave my husband but have no real income. I have 4 children; one is 19 from a former relationship and about to move out. 3 children from this marriage are now at school; twins age 6 and one age 7. Life is so unbearable with my husband. How do I start this process. We live hand to mouth and rent our house so financially moving is not an option. Any ideas ? I have a first class degree in graphic design and have done some freelance work at home but not regular work at all. I drive my children to school which eats up 40 mins of my day in the morning run and the same at home time. I have given up on the idea of trying to go back to work properly as breakfast club + afterschool club for 3 children plus school holiday care would cost more than my wage. How do I get out of this? My husband works 6am-6pm mon-fri and does next to nothing at home. He is just in a rage 80% of the time. He smokes weed constantly and spends his time at home chain smoking outside. He projects all his downfalls on to me. I have no confidence left to get out of this horrible hole.