I did something stupid at work now I’m so worried I’ll be fired
I was helping a customer and I went out the back and said to a colleague “I’m getting all the idiots today” then proceeded to talk about a previous customer (not the one I was serving)
It’s quite a distance and the radio was on out the back (can’t be heard from the shop floor)
When I went back to customer she looked unhappy but I think she was generally unhappy as her child was messing around
I noticed the shop floor was deathly quiet
I’m driving myself crazy with worry that she heard and will complain about me
I’m 5 months into 6 months probation
I’ve convinced myself she heard, will complain and I’ll be fired my boss is very customer service focused
I’m such an idiot I always ruin things, I have high functioning autism (I haven’t told anyone at work or my boss) I tend to blurt out inappropriate things loudly
We were supposed to be going out tonight but I’ve cancelled as I’m sick with worry and holding back the tears
I keep checking my company’s twitter incase she tweets about it
I just can’t stop thinking worse case scenario
How can I stop worrying it’s done now and out of my control
Also I’m not back at work for a week now so I’m going to worry all week