Literally that. The feelings that I have just won't go away, I feel so unloved and unwanted. All my life I've had to beg to be a part of someone's life I just wanted someone to love me and make me feel safe, my parents never have. I was 13 when I first took an overdose and it was quite serious. I've recently done it again and I just don't see the point in life anymore. I'm young, I have my own home, I just feel like I'm drowning and want someone to love me, I don't want to feel like this anymore. I feel so stupid actually writing all off this down into words but I still feel like that scared little girl i was years ago