Really really struggling. Split with partner before Xmas and it has been tough. Ended it because ds very unhappy and felt he was being pushed out of his own home.
Has been difficult as dp still partially living here and ds doesn't believe he is going. Today ds told me he wants to live with his df. I am heartbroken and for many reasons it would be the worst thing ever.
I already wasn't sleeping or eating properly and this morning had panic attack.
I can't stop crying and can barely function. I need to go back on meds don't I. I've been off them for about 18 months.