I don't want to go back to my desk I'd rather jump out of a window

[WelshBoris]

I'm in work and I don't want to go back to my desk.

I want to just walk out and never ever come back. I am crying as I write this.

Please someone tell me to pull myself together.

Wish I'd never stopped taking my ADs now

Ooh Welshy, sorry for the hi jack, where harman?

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It's OK harman, hope you are feeling a little better now.

I argued with DP this weekend, about 80% sure it's over.

That is part of the reason but also money and more importantly my job.

I hate it. Teams have been moved about, I have been overlooked for quite a few things recently because I work part time and I just dread going in.

I felt physically sick this morning at the thought.

I have applied for a few jobs, good jobs which I know I will enjoy and I know I will excel at.

They will take a few weeks for the recruitment process so until then I have applied for a "lesser" job. Similar hours and more money but not as "good" a job as my current one if that makes sens. I will do that until a better job comes along.

Thanks again for listening.

Oh Boris My offer still stands if you want to mail me, is this row connected to you know what a few months back? It seems like you have a lot on at the moment, at least you are being pro active re the job, pita now but will work out long term, sorry hope this post isn't too intrusive.

Not at all intrusive, I think we all live our lives out over MN!!

No the row is because he thinks I have no respect for anyone, and I think he is a cunt when it comes to money. Usual bollox.

My career can wait, I'm starting a BA Hons Education with QTS in Sept 2008 when DD starts full time school. 3 years of that course and I'll be a qualified teacher. I just have to make do with shitty jobs until then.

You OK? When I win the lottery I'll come and see you

Ah yes, the "usual bolloxs stuff* God but I do love your command of the English language! You know what, feck the lottery, I'm up to my tits in decorating at the minute but how about you grabbing M and getting your ass over here for a bit of R&R in a month or two?

We're going to Butlins in 2 weeks just the two of us. Her buddies Fifi, Noddy and Peppa Pig are there.

We'll see when we get back.

Ah Bless. Anyhoo chin up duck, this shit too will pass.

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Doc has signed me off work for 4 weeks and put me back on my ADs. Am feeling a lot better just knowing I don't have to go into work.

How is your leaky face?

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Looking back at yesterday it was quite funny actually. My boss has zero people skills, and I was just sitting on a chair with my head in my hands sobbing

The tears wouldn't stop, he couldn't get me out of the building quick enough!