I can't see an end to this

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I have had the most awful year. Last year I was phasing out my citalopram (I'm on max dose 40mg), got down to 20mg and was feeling not too bad, for me. I just feel like there will be no end to this now. I'm not functioning, no job, money will run out but i can't even feed myself at the moment. I can lie in bed, that's it, not well enough to read anything or watch anything.

Sounds like a depressive episode- perhaps you should go back to the 40mg of citalopram.

Or speak to your GP / psychiatrist about trying a different anti depressant if citalopram doesn't suit you.