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Depressed about eye floaters--any positive stories?

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ellak · 17/12/2017 02:55

I got eye floaters 6 months ago and now see them everywhere in bright sunlight, against white sky and in artificial white light.

I see black dots (like mosquitos) and squiggly translucent worm-like lines. I find it really hard to not see them and they are really making me anxious and depressed. My husband and I travel a lot for work and I really just want to get on with it and enjoy life again. I feel like they are a major obstacle.

I heard from a few people that you stop seeing them after a while--does this really happen? I can't imagine it ever happening as I see them everywhere.

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Ariela · 09/11/2018 23:23

Damn I had forgotten I have a floater, reading this thread it's re-appeared. Largish black dot in left eye. Been there 18 years. Brain has clearly switched off 'seeing' it in the intervening time.

VStepehenson · 17/12/2018 01:09

When I first started properly seeing this particular eye floater I was reading a book about maybe 7 yrs ago and if I am honest it never bothered me.. didn't really understand what it was, I just ignored it...However, this year I have seen more - I have one that looks like a ghost that randomly appears in different areas in my left eye! Yes it definitely gets me down (maybe because I have had a lot of stress building upto it or maybe the fact I don't drink a lot of water!).. It's almost like a sudden realisation when something bad about to happen and my heart skips a beat, that's when I realise that there's nothing I can do to not accept that they are there. It's quite literally a hard thing to digest when your just getting used to them. Like me.

I have been going backwards and forwards on Google scare mongering myself to the point where I get so down but then get excited because I think I have found a break through of how to cure the unincurable...(mind games) Then I go all depressed again knowing I am reading the same thing over and over, this makes you feel so let down and the only one with the problem..It can make you feel phycologically trapped in a room where there's no key to get out - it's a fear of dread that you know that you could see these little disurbances your whole life.

I have been on the phone to numerous ppl about this and they have all said the same thing.. get your eyes tested or go to a doctor so that they can explain the same thing you already know but can't except. It almost feels like your at a cross roads as your going backwards and forwards to find the best solution, the best remedie, the best specialist to try and find out what will get rid of the spots and and squiggly shapes that appear in your eyes. This year let alone I must of spent hours researching everything to the absolute depths of the earth. Nothing seems to stand out. I have been told that supplements like Eyewise work... which buy the way I have been taking for the last 2 wks and nothing has changed! Yes I admit it takes time... ( I even read on a review from these that a guy the same age as me - 31- said that he has been taking them and now they have all gone!!) This is what sold it to me but I do think I might of jumped the gun as they were 18.95 for 2 months supply! They taste unusual but im hppeful! I have been told by my optician that vitamins don't work! - which now puts me on a downer - but want to be proved wrong and to go to him if they have worked!! I have heard that drinking plenty of water can help reduce them. I have spoken to a lady over the phone that supply a supplement which I forget the name of - sorry... the company that she worked for supply a vitiman that only stops the onset of new ones developing but doesn't reduce the ones you see - not bad eh but for £50!! She was very open about explaining it to me but I said I shall do my research and call her back soon honest! Lol There was no way I would pay that!!. So as you can imagine the mind is doing backward flips! So I can understand if people get depressed and anxcious about them as there is way too much conflicting messages in society, which basically results in no conclusion or complete resolution what so ever! We are doomed!

But I have tried to settle my mind but not focusing on them and quickly move my eyes away to stop my eyes focusing which then makes them appear! If you seem a dusting of these them just close your eyes roll them side to side - which ever ways best and think of positive thoughts then look towards roads and trees not the sky then you will be fine.. turn the light down on your phone which I do. Reduce time on your phone.. wear sunglasses when UV is high or just in general on a sunny day. Have a rest every now and and then. Keep busy! Watch a comedy as this always uplift your mood! If it's a cloudy day then keep your eyes lower focussing on trees which blend out the dark lines and spots. One day they might go but I'm trying absolute hardest to ignore them.. It may take time but I will learn to cope with them!

Missjessieb · 26/03/2020 13:21

Hello, I developed the exactly the same problem over a year ago! I woke up on a bright sunny day in a very white room at a friends and they were everywhere.
Have you had any luck? I also had my checked and they just said that it was normal? But I had NEVER had this before.
I also get headaches, but they don’t seem connected! This morning mine are in full force so got the sunnies in inside again! I hope yours have improved or go away soon! Keep safe and healthy! Best wishes Jess xx

Tess2622 · 09/06/2021 14:36

Hi, just curious if you have an update on your floaters? I’ve had floaters for a few years now since I was about 27 and my doctor told me they were normal. After some time, I finally got used to them, but after having my baby 4 months ago at age 30, they are suddenly worse. Like really bad and I have so much anxiety and doom looming over me 😞 I try so hard to ignore them but they are so big and stringy, it’s impossible. I even see them when I watch tv. If I’m looking down at my phone and then up at the tv, the strings will go across my vision. It’s so depressing. I’m trying to force myself to go outside and not let this affect my life but no matter what I do, I’m just depressed. Just curious how you’re doing now because your floaters sound similar to mine. Thanks :)

DJehck · 09/11/2021 04:26

Hey Ellak, I'm sure after reading all of these responses, you know now that you're at least not alone in this. As for me, I had a bout of food poisoning back on April 18th, 21 and threw up a a lot the next day. That night, my vision was going in circles and it felt like I was on drugs or something. Looking to the left I would get extremely dizzy, and looking to the right I would be fine. A few weeks later I was feeling really anxious about weird sensations on the left side of my body which then evolved into headaches mainly on the left side of my head. After then developing a light sensitivity, a month passes and I go on my first fishing trip with family to help get me out of the house. On June 1st I can remember getting out of the car to get the rods, and BOOM. Like magic, a single dot in my left eye appeared. I can't really remember what my reaction was to it, but I kinda went under the assumption it would go away with time - as I didn't really know what floaters were at the time. I enjoyed the trip and it didn't bother me much. But as time went on, and upon going to optometrists, I began to realize the nature of the issue, and began to become really, really depressed. I've had plenty of reasons to be depressed prior to getting floaters, but getting them really exacerbated all that was wrong in my life. Having no one in my life to truly relate to made me feel so alone. Painfully so. I really wanted to enjoy the things that we both seem to like doing: going outside, being able to enjoy travelling, etc. It's been a real mental battle this year, that's for sure. I don't enjoy playing sports as much as I used to because the slightest head movements turn my left eye into a snow globe. It's perpetually dry, and my sclera in my left eye is just generally more red than my right now for whatever reason, and I've just been a wreck. I'm a heavy believer that the eyes are the windows to the soul, and it certainly doesn't help when I have clumps of protein obstructing what would have otherwise been a normal conversation with someone, or a normal uhhh... Anything. I have two opaque hairs (which I can occasionally see indoors if my eyes pass a light), and a dot in my left eye. Ngl shit sucks, but I think it may be worth getting used to it over having to get invasive surgery to just to remove them (which might end up compromising your vision even more, and I certainly wouldn't want that for you).

It is a perspective thing. People have had it since they were kids, and some people get it when they're in their 20s and so forth. It's definitely harder to incorporate something like this into your life after having lived 20+ years without it. Trust me, everyone in this thread has felt what you are feeling to some extent to another, which truly makes me happy in a way personally. Reminds me that I'm not alone in this. Having people to talk to about this takes that weight off my shoulders. Sometimes I'm just reminded of how weird the humans body can really be, and how sometimes things just happen to us and we can't do much about it.

I really felt compelled to type something here because just the way you described it, all the little specifics like "Feeling like being in a snowglobe" to the weird pressure sensation above and below your eye and on the side of your nose: I felt it. It just perfectly mirrors all the things I typed in my notes. And I had to live the past 7 months with people just showing indifference to it, or if some did have them, they would just be so casual about how they don't see them anymore, like it never made them want to kill themselves at any point. I was never the kind to be really depressed about my issues, even with covid, but I think the floaters was truly my breaking point, and I haven't really felt like myself since. Like my true self is locked up somewhere in my body or something like that. I've been more prone to lashing out and doing things I wouldn't normally attribute to my personality. Similarly to you, I feel like my life is just slowly being sucked from me, and I just can't enjoy things as much as I can anymore. I'll be riding my bike, look left for cars, then turn right and BOOM, a dot in the center of my vision. I don't have a lot of friends in general, much less ones that would be willing to talk to me about something like this. Ended up losing my remote job in May because of my inability to focus on a screen due to light sensitivity.

And the worst part about it all is how weak I feel when I hear people telling me how they've already gotten over this. I'm a fairly prideful young fella, so this shit cuts deep. SO deep.

I know reading that was probably more depressing than anything, but I needed to get this off my chest too, and it hurts me seeing someone else in the world was going through this exact same thing as me at one point, feeling the same exact shit as I do now. Fortunately I've only noticed my floaters once during my time typing this so that's cool lmao. Grin

The way I look at it, this is something we're all going to have to get over at one point, otherwise we'd all just be broken all the time walking around not enjoying anything. And I wouldn't wish that on you, or anyone else in the thread. All we can really do is be there for each other to help alleviate this feeling, and then ultimately learn to alleviate this feeling on your own. And only then do I believe we will all be at peace and come to terms with it. (Hell I know there are people who go as far as to name their floaters??? Nah, can't be me. But I appreciate and encourage the positive thinking Grin

  • ALL that being said, I noticed it's been a bit of time since the last time you posted, my main question to YOU is: How do you feel now? -

That question can apply to any new person stumbling upon this thread who are new to their floaters like I am, really. It sucks, but life goes on, and we adapt. I wish the best for you Ellak, and pray that you feel less depressed about this in the future. God knows we both need it. Smile

gofg · 09/11/2021 04:54

I have them. Sometimes they annoy the heck out of me, at other times I forget they are there (hadn't thought about them today until I read your post). I think the best thing is to try not to dwell on them.

Wishchun84 · 11/11/2021 11:05

I started noticing this floaters around 1 and a half months after diagnosed with dry eyes. It has already been 2mths plus and i still very depressed about it. Everyday i cant help thinking about the past whereby things will great and my visions are so clear with no dots or worms that are causing me so much distractions. And i cant help thinking that i was served with a death sentence the moment i starts to see them and i just hope i will just die and end all these....

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