My partner left me after 10+ years a few months ago, I was upset but felt I was coping okay. A week or so ago I began chatting to this guy but he was moving too fast discussing marriage, kids etc i hadn't even met him! I cut off contact and realised I wanted my ex, he told me he was living with someone else we have 2 kids and he hasn't done done any sort of parenting in the 13 weeks we've been apart. After I found out he had someone else , my life has fell apart last weekend I took an overdose. I wss taken to hospital by my cousin left alone for 4 hours and blood tests showed I didn't take enough to cause damage. My friends and ex all went mental with me, no one comforted me I managed to convince the DR in A&E it was an accident and by 1am was home alone my DC stayed with a family member. I feel empty, useless like I'm suffocating, it is Friday and I've not spoken to anyone since Tuesday. I want to snap out of this, how much longer until this gets better? I feel everyone thinks it was attention seeking but my life is just one big disappointment I feel like l cant take anymore.