Not sure where to start so this might be a bit jumbled.
I worry all the time and I seem to get no respite from it. I know lots of what I worry about seems trivial but it causes me sleepless nights.
Latest and ongoing worry is my dd19. She has really given me loads of stress- lies, being arrested , expelled from school, drugs- she nearly tipped me over the edge.
She's settled down these last couple of years but the worry has never left me. She's an apprentice and has been for 3 years (nvq level 3) but this ends in January so she will have to look for another job. She is sharing a flat with a friend, I went round there this evening and it's not very clean and stinks of cannabis. Her car wasn't there and I know she walked to work today ( she never walks) I asked where her car was and she said 'round the back'. I'm not sure I believe her , although I have no idea where or what she's done with her car ( I know it's an odd thing to worry about but I can't stop thinking about it)
She's driving to Liverpool tomorrow and I'm worried about that .
It's wearing me down , constantly going over things in my head and fretting about it all.